Catch a breath.

I need to...

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GASP FOR SOME FRESH AIR!

School'd been such a depressing thing.
Friends are changing, in and out.
Studies is dropping, a whole dip.
Relationships, seems impossible.

I dont like this feeling,
where I am all alone, in this class.
where I have limited friends,
and if they are occupied , im alone :/

I dont like this feeling,
that I am unhappy when my results is superb, to me.
School life turned numb, there's no more joy, no more sadness.
Everything just seemed like a routine, one we all have to follow.

I dont like this feeling,
that I keep doubting my friends,
over and over again, without fail.
I like to trust them,
and really love them for who they are,
but I guess I'd really failed.

I dont like this feeling,
my mind is full of things like
authority & power & winning others.
and not true help, true bonds & true commitment.

I dont like this feeling,
that I think I am a attention seeker.
I hate attention seeker,
but yet im behaving like one,contradicting.

I dont like this feeling,
that teachers become so unapproachable.
They just care to do what they have to do,
and no longer care for the welfare of students.

I dont like this feeling,
because I am just an odinary guy
studying in an odinary school,
with my extraodinary friends.