Tagged By TeoYuRong (L)

Your relationship with him? Primary school best buddy !:D

5 impressions of him : Sporty, Caring, Hates Camwhoring, Ambitious,Friendly

Most memorable thing: Meet up with me during this holis :D

If he was my lover : then I would dump him :D Since we arent gays.

Thing he has to improved on if he's my lover : Hmm. Dont hate camwhoring?

If he was my enemy : never :D

Reason if he's my enemy : Dont know?

The most desired thing I want to do for him : Pass him his birthday present. BELATED one. Stupid me forget to bring it when im supposed to meet him -.-

You know what to do.

Random stuffs

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt. It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. Break-ups can be painful for you, but you never show it. You hold your head high.

Your Love Type: INFP

The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ

Special Friend

I thought , I really thought you are one. One very special friend. Recent events even convinced me further that relationships between me and you are very strong. But why?! Why do those doubts always occured in my mind. No matter how much I was reassured previously, these doubts will rise again! Without any fail , it just pops up. Oh by the way, I doubt you even bother to visit this blog of mine because i meant nothing to you.

Now tell me, am I even considered as your friend?

Penning down my thoughts

Disclaimer: Not emoing, just penning down my thoughts

Most people have it, but i have none. Or maybe some. People say it is useless. But I choose to believe not. I used to have so much faith in it ,till when I start to glue up those small little things into the big one. I started to realise how it had impacted my life. Whether its good or not, I never regret having this thing. It make me sad before, make me happy before, make me feel delighted and also make me feel inferior before. Sometimes I really hate it, but i just cant seem to put it off my mind. I really hope for one, but I really am at a lost road, where there's no road signs, no direction labels, no helpful people to guide me. I tried giving up on it, but I failed. Or actually,I succeeded for a short moment. But i still failed eventually. It means different meaning to different people, but to me , its no longer to the positive side. Because I experienced too many bad encounters with it and no longer want to suffer with it anymore. But I cannot, because I know it is a part of my life, forever.

Sentimental.

1.My Friends ..
are the one to pick me up and throw me down.

2. I'm listening to ...
the sound of a stupid fan.

3. Maybe i should learn ..
how to patch up problems in a better way.

4. I love ..
Miss Confidential.

5. My plan ..
is to get married in 23.

6. I don't understand ..
why life is so unbearable.

7. I lost ..
a strong clique.

8. People say ..
that im emo.

9. I am missing ..
everyone.

10. Love means ..
As long as the other party is happy, you will be happy too.
As long as the other party can find her happiness,you wont mind giving up her.
Putting her on top suddenly without realising when it happens.
Getting yourself troubled over whether is it love betwene you and him/her.
Lastly, love means your everything.

11. Somewhere, someone is ..
thinking whether is the 2012 rumor is true?

12. I'm always searching for ..
the best antidote to unlock that stupid emo-potion inside.

13. Forever seems ..
impossible.

14. I never want to ..
be such an attention seeker.

15. My mobile phone ..
is my companion when im on bed.

16. When i wake up in the morning..
i will check my handphone.

17. I get annoyed when ,
people tries to get close to you,despite hinting to them how irritating they are.

18. Parties are ..
common.

19. Hugs or kisses?..
Hugs.

20. Today i ..
feel down.

21. Tomorrow i'll be ..
trying my best to cheer myself up!

22. I really want..
to have a forever with her.

23. I ..
have no ambition.

24.What is your phone brand?
Samsung.

25. What are the last three digits of your phone number?
999,if you believe.

26. What does the second message say in your inbox?
"its okay"

27.Who was the last person you rang?
Sister.

28. Who was the last missed call from?
Kelvin.

29. What does the oldest message in your inbox say?
"I will help my future husband a little bit lah"

30. Who comes after "J"?
Jamie.

31. Go to your sent messages, what does the tenth message say?
"ohk lah,bu yao disturb you already"

32. Who is you network provider?
M1 .

33. How many messages are there in your inbox?
210

34. Who do you have on speed dial three?
gohchoonkunchatbuddy!

35. If you are on prepaid card now, how much credits do you have.
Not applicable.

36. Who is the first person who comes after "C"?
Cadence cousin!

37. What do you have as your main ringtone?
Some stupid samsung tune.

38. Pass this quiz to 10 person
Im passing it to someone named 10 person (:

Back to square one.

Hello dearest readers, this is gonna to be a quite emotional post.
This post was inspired by hlj mavis yeo. So credits to her!

Firstly,to all highest members:
I know this is a hard test for all of us. I promise, i will try my best to overcome this obstacle with you all. Really,i mean what i say. But i hope none of you will give up on it. But if sway sway highest really got split up, you guys will still be the best gift god gave me. MAVISYEOHULIJING,XIEHUIYIWONDERHTH,ANGELINEONGSMACKER. You guys will always be the one I trust the most. (Do refer to individual messages.)

Nextly,to mr gck who is flying to korea :(
Chatbuddy! You'd better miss me over there :P Ok i was just kidding. Remember to takecare of yourself over there. I dont care what happen ah, you better come back in one full piece or else I will slaughter you and sell you to the chicken rice uncle. I will miss you a lot a lot,i mean it. Remmeber to read the messages I passed to you. If you dare cheat,you're so dead! :D Misses and (L).

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Ok for now individual messages:

Beginning with highest:

XIEHUIYI;wonderhth:
Thanks ah for always being such a great listening ear.
Although you always say you dont give good advices,
but whenever I follow your advice, it seldom goes wrong.
The one and only where I never argue/quarrel with,
and instead we often share the same views :D
Really miss those moments :)
Thanks for listening to all my rants for these 2 years,
im so glad we're in the same class next year :D
2 more years of crapping,complaining,and gossiping!


MAVISYEO,hulijing:
You another one.
Really appreciate those messages you sent me whenever
you noticed I were a lil emotional in my blog posts.
You know,these concern are things that even money
cant buy. So i really treasure those moments.
I will miss going to places with you, my food kena kapok by you!
HAHHAS :D although not same class next year,
but hlj bonds wont die right!?
I still want to crap with you ok!

ANGELINEONG,smacker:
Okay,last one I wrote these message to. But thats because
I have the longest message for you.
Thanks for being such a good analyser for me sometimes,
you know I was quite sensitive about friendship.
Thanks for always assuring how true my friends are, including you.
Really, I apologize for misudnerstanding you in secondary 1.
Some stupid idiot matters :)
You once said 'highest aint complete without anyone of us',
so please dont leave! Escaping is not a solution!
Time will show our friendship! :D
You also,classamate next year :D
Dont emo too much or i will smack you!

KELVINLAU,poker:
Okay poker,i really have a lot to tell you too.
I cant bring myself to say such things in front,
so i will use this post to tell you.
Starting of all, I really want to thank you
for dedicating that post for me to remind me not
to feel inferior. Really appreciate those effortz.
I admit, i had doubt the friendship between me and you before
due to all sorts of reasons. But nights chats (L) lately really clear
all my doubts. You may be a bit cold on the surface,
but you aint cold at all! Instead you are the best senior i would ever have!
Thank you senior,really learnt a lot from you ! :D

GOHCHOONKUN,chatbuddy:
Yeah your turn! Of course i wont left your name out!
Haahhas, okay you! Super POR-fessional one. (purposely spell wrong)
Thanks for being such a good coommentor sometimes,
telling me whats right and whats wrong.
Guiding me with your past experiences
and not forgetting,comparing me and missconfidentail with something else
to encourage me! :D
Really appreicate these things too, when you're at korea,
I will miss night conferences ,really!
Thanks you chatbuddy (L)

Tagged by KelvinLau,SimYuXiang,GohChoonkun

A. People Who Have Been Tagged Must Write Their Answer In Their Blog.

B. Tag 8 People To Do This Quiz And Those Who Are Tagged Cannot Refuse. These People Must State Who They Are Tagged By And Cannot Tag The Person Whom They Were Tagged By.

C. Continue This Game By Sending It To Other People ;
(I choose to stop this :D)

1. What Have You Been Doing Recently?
Going out, night chats and playing those childish but high games :D

2. Do You Ever Turn Your Cell Phone Off?
When my phone no batt lah -.-

3. What Happened At 10am Today?-
Just woke up :P

4. When Did You Last Cry?
Yesterday.

5. Believe In Fate/Destiny?
Humans may be strong, but they always lose to fate. (Infer)

6. What Do You Want In Your Life Now?
Find a goal in life, and probably happy ending with her.

7. Do You Tend To Make Relationship Complicated?
I guess no one wants to.

8. Are You Wearing Anything You Borrow From Someone?
Nah.

9. What Was The Last Movie You Caught?
Madagascar 2 :D

10. Does That Person Know You Like Him/Her?
OF COURSE,not.

11. Who Always Make Me Laugh?
people in highest, super trio, npcc and kelvin lau :D not forgetting nice humanz like maikailing and gck! <3>

12. Do You Speak Languages Other Than English?-
Chinese,Cantonese,Hokkien.

13. Favourite Website(s)?
www.iknockyourhead,xiehuiyi-loved,amisetamour,a-ngelineee,sleepylonelybluez,whiteouttamylife,k-e-x-i-n.blogspot.com

14. What Are You Doing Tomorrow?-
No more training. Suck up lah!

15. What Do You Think You Are Like?-
I think im like a typical boy who is 14 years old but doesnt have a 14 year old thinking .

16. Who Will You Choose To Die With?
Hahas, i agree with poker <3> No such thing as double coffin :D

17. Where Have You Been Today?-
Singapore Marathon.

18. What Game Do You Play Often?-
I dont play much game, but lately uno and stress.

19. Who Are You Missing Right Now?
youknowwho :D

20. If You Have To Choose A Friend And Love, Who Will You Choose?
Friend, im one that will treat friend as no1. Pretty foolish I know.

21. What Are You Doing Now?
asking the obvious man

22. Which Primary School Are You From?
HougangPrimarySchool. The more-to-outdoor-sports school.

23. Name Three Colour That You Like.-
Black blue orange

24. What Emoticon Do You Like To Show?
Uncertainess.

25. What Is Life To You?
A mystery. You never know what happens next.

26. If You Have Something Troubling You, What Will You Do?
Keep it to myself or just rant it out in blog.

27. Who Did You Last Chat With On MsN Today?
Kelvin Lau.

28. Who Do You Admire The Most?-
Sweet couples like mark and georgina, and people who is strong like Kelvin :D

29. Which Month Were You Born In?
Im a decemeber baby :D

30. How Are You Feeling Right Now?
Pretty confused/

31. What Is The Time Now?-
11 29pm.

32. What Kind Of Person Do You Think The One Who Tag You Is?
He's the best poker, the closest senior, the most caring brother and a good friend :D

33. What Colour Do You Use To Dye Your Hair?
I dont dye.

34. Why Are You Doing This Test?
Kelvin asked me to do it.

35. What Do You Do When Your Moody?
Turn emo usually.

36. At Which Stage Do You Wish To Get Married?
I will answer this in another way. 23 years old.

37. Who Is More Important To You?
Kinship,Friendship and My Cinderella.

38. If Today Is The Last Day Of Your Life, What Will You Do?
I will spent time with my friends,then i will instruct them to scatter my ashes in the sea. Oh yes,i will first sign the organ donation card, so I can save more life. I will just tell (youknowwho) that I had like her all along, tell her how significant she is to me. Woah, this answer is getting long.

39. Who Is/Are The People/Person You Trust The Most?
Highest and kelvin.

40. Do You Believe In Seeing The Rainbow After The Rain?
There's a science theory behind it.

41. If You Have A Dream To Come True, What Would It Be?
To be able to sort out my feelings and goal.

.42. What Is Your Goal For This Year?
$500.

43. Do You Believe In Eternity Love?
Yes.

44. What Feeling Do You Love Most?
Whenever I feel acomplished.

45. Do You Really Think It's Global Warming Now?
Thats a fact. No need to ask.

46. What Feel Do You Hate The Most?
Inferiorty.

47. Do You Like Doing Quizzes?
Depends.

48. Do You Believe In Gods?
Duh.

49. Who Cares For You The Most?
Those that are labelled with nicknames in my link list at my actual blog.

50. What Do You Think Is The Most Important Thing In Your Life?
Happiness.

51. What Will You Bring When You Fight?
A reason .

52. What Have You Regretted Doing In Your Whole Life?
Good question, it will be falling in love for the sake of experiencing it. (Yes so Bastard-y)

53. What Do You Do If Nobody Cared For You Any Longer?
Great, Endofdarrel'slife.

54. What Will You Do If Your Boyfriend/Girlfriend Two-Timed You?
Not applicable yet :D

55. How Do You Feel Now?
Pretty energized, and real upset that training has been cancelled.

The best way of dying.

Disclaimer: Before commenting on anything about this post, please note that this isnt a post to influence people to commit suicide. Do also note that I'm not emoing, or trying to attract attention for this post. It's just a sudden urge from a dream.
Note: I am too lazy to include any picture, it will just be a chunk of paragraphs. Boring? Then scram lah =.=

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Topic: Whats the perfect way of dying?

Method No1. Jump down from building:
Seriously, this method is tried by almost 70 percent of Singaporeans who tried to commit suicide. For me, its a big no. Imagine jumping down from a building which is 20 storey high (the average height of most HDBs), and when you jump down, around the height of 10 storey ,you will already be out of breath. It may be a very good way to die lah, but imagine if you were rescued. What would've become of you by then? Living in a half dead condition, which is like more jialat than getting stabbed.

Method No2. Sleeping pills:
Haha okay! Thats the way I always thought is the easiest way to die lah -.- But some stupid freaky show which I saw on channel 8,tell me which by sleeping pills, it will be the worst way to die. Because your body will slowly rot and you are like tahaning another half dead condition. Stupid rightz. I always thought that sleeping pills is the easiest way to die. Ok stupid thinking whatever shitz k!

Method No3. Self mutilating:
Ok I am going to say this " Self mutilating is the most stupid way of dying". I mean, whats the point of self mutilating when you already want to die. Its like directly experiencing a half dead life lah -.-Stupid ignorant foools. " If i cut, i will feel pain and nothing else" . Stupid ! :D

[ok to be continued :D]

From Angeline,Huiyi and Denise

(Yes i did it before , but i have quite some differrenet answers for now ! (:)

1. What people done that will make you hate him/her most?
When they are the one that deserved the most two-faced person.

2. What is your favourite thing to do ?
Chitchat,especially the crapping part.

3. What kind of news do you read?
Entertainment and country news. Not those economic market ones.

5. Is there somebody in your heart right now?
Yes, Miss _(confidential)__.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Not. Dont give me those craps tht you can survive without money, like oh pls.

7. Are you afraid of pain?
Just for your info,im a human.

8. What do you feel like doing now?
I feel liek going to sleep. yawzx!

9. If there's someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
Perhaps i wilL :D

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.

Denise: She's a super lit pro. Not forgetting her super high standard of her angmoh and of course her intelligence.
HuiYi: Hahas, the best heart to heart chats "chatter" on earth, the best listener too :D And of course a super sweet girl! :D (hahas,see i write you tll so nice ! (:)
Angeline: Super crappy, super high and super good friend.

11. How do you describe yourself?
Happy go lucky.

THE REST ARE ALL THE SAME ANSWERS (;

12. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
air.

13. If you have a chance to be rich or happy , which one will you pick?
Rich. hapineesss is all fake .

14. If you have a chance , which part of character you would like to change?
i prefer to stay the way i am.

15. What movie do you want to watch now?
sing to the dawn.

16. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
being more positive minded nowadays.

17. What you wanted most now?
sleep.

18. Why I am in love w/ the person I love so much?
because she's __Confidential ! ___

19. I am tagging:
No one (:

From yuxiang + kexin:

Instructions:
Remove 1 question from below and add another personal question ,
make it a total of 19 questions.

Then tag 8 people in your list , list them out at the end of the post.
Notify them in their tagboard that he/she has been tagged.

1. What people done that will make you hate him/her most?
Hypocritical Actions. Especially when they claimed to be such a good friend, but always the one to hurt you.

2. What is your favourite thing to do ?
Watch TV.

3. What kind of news do you read?
Entertainment and country news. Not those economic market ones.

5. Is there somebody in your heart right now?
yes.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
a big no.

7. Are you afraid of pain?
yes,like duh.im not robot -.=

8. What do you feel like doing now?
i also dont know.

9. If there's someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
erm nope,perhaps after secondary life.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
yuxiang: caring,english pro,helpful
kexin: cheerful, good friend, magnanimous

11. How do you describe yourself?
happy-go-luicky.

12. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
air.

13. If you have a chance to be rich or happy , which one will you pick?
Rich. hapineesss is all fake .

14. If you have a chance , which part of character you would like to change?
i prefer to stay the way i am.

15. What movie do you want to watch now?
sing to the dawn.

16. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
being more positive minded nowadays.

17. What you wanted most now?
sleep.

18. Why I am in love w/ the person I love so much?
because she's __Confidential ! ___

19. I am tagging:
No one (: