Reality.

at 2pm, i was watching the taiwan show.
till 3 30pm and i was deciding whether to chiong
till episode 80 which means i will have to skip dinner with my family.
and i really want to spend my last day of holiday with them.
but what turned out in the end really put me off.
i recieved a call "eh we at your aunt house, go buy dinner yourself"
whatthefuckishappening.everystepitakeisgoingwrong.
forget it, thats just the reality. the cruel one.

more and more relationships started, in front of me.
and i seriously wants to tell her everything honestly.
but after what happens yesterday, im determined to forget everything
its not easy. like i once say in my another blog before.
"i may accept the fact we have no future, but not the fact i once like her"

Pride

This is something I'm hiding from the start.
I told no one about this, and I even tried to deny it.
Not a single person know about this event

Throughout this year, I've been waiting for a compliment.
Not those compliments that i've recieve-d.
It's one that I tried my best to work hard towards,
but always never managed to get it.
No, dont come and ask me about it.
You won't get any answer from me.
Because it relates to my pride.
Say I 大男人also can, but yes no way.

weird much?
need some comments -.-
to people slow : refering to hair -.-

Ashamed.

Kind of happy now.
Seriously happy, so everything was my own thinking.
Nothing will happen at all haha :D
I think i should be ashamed of myself
for having that kind of minset.
Anyway i told kelvin something today
He asked me " your dp veh nice wor, long time since you smile"
I said" maybe its because i sorted everything out"
So cool omg.

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Selfish

Idk whether is it the truth.
Somehow deep inside my heart, i hope its not.
Its kind of selfish for me to think like that,
but I seriously treasure everything deeply.
if it were to be true, i guess i would have to leave.
But whatever it is, the faith and trust i've
in you guys will definitely remains,
cause you guys are my most treasured friends.
and of course, i will respect your(s) decisions.

Drifting

Is it me alone or is it the truth.
Is it really true that me and you are drifting.
In the past, it's feels so good to confide in you.
But now, I feel so awkward to tell you things bothering me.

I really miss those times, please come back :/