Pride

This is something I'm hiding from the start.
I told no one about this, and I even tried to deny it.
Not a single person know about this event

Throughout this year, I've been waiting for a compliment.
Not those compliments that i've recieve-d.
It's one that I tried my best to work hard towards,
but always never managed to get it.
No, dont come and ask me about it.
You won't get any answer from me.
Because it relates to my pride.
Say I 大男人also can, but yes no way.