Reality.

at 2pm, i was watching the taiwan show.
till 3 30pm and i was deciding whether to chiong
till episode 80 which means i will have to skip dinner with my family.
and i really want to spend my last day of holiday with them.
but what turned out in the end really put me off.
i recieved a call "eh we at your aunt house, go buy dinner yourself"
whatthefuckishappening.everystepitakeisgoingwrong.
forget it, thats just the reality. the cruel one.

more and more relationships started, in front of me.
and i seriously wants to tell her everything honestly.
but after what happens yesterday, im determined to forget everything
its not easy. like i once say in my another blog before.
"i may accept the fact we have no future, but not the fact i once like her"